One week left

until I move. And then a week until he does. =[

I'm so upset by this it's unbelievable.

But tonight was good. 

Movie + tacos + us = L♥VE

Neutral

So I suppose everything is good now..? We hung out today, and it felt that way. We showered and watched tv some, and we both made sandwiches for ourselves and ate. We also trolled around online looking at comics and guitars. We didn't do anything except for making out and some more than friendly touching, but we didn't do more than that. Tomorrow is our two years three months though, so who knows? I told him we should do something special. We probably won't. As long as we do SOMETHING.

And I'm feeling much better from last night too.

No doesn't mean no, it means pissed off and hurt girlfriends.

So here is a run down of what just happened not TEN MINUTES AGO, as typed in IM to my best friend.

i went over there a couple hours ago and i was like, oh, we may have sex, cause i thought i might want to, right? and so he takes a shower cause he hasn't and we go to the store and he makes food and we watch some tv and all the while hes bugging me about it and im just like, maybe, cause i don't know, and then hes like, so what do you wanna do now and i was like cuddle! and he was like we could cuddle after sex and im like, we could do it now too. and hes like so no sex? and i say no i dont think so and i was like are you mad? and he goes no im used to it and i just didnt say anything and he goes are you okay and im like no you just make me feel horrible and then i go home and im getting ready to leave and im thinking, i kinda do wanna have sex but im not sure if i should just go back in there and be like, i changed my mind lets do it. so i sit in the driveway for like two minutes turning my car on and off and trying to make up my mind and eventually im just like no he probably wouldnt let me in if i said that anyways so i just come home and now im just all pissed off and its his fault for making me feel awful for saying no in the first time, which he knows he does, but sorry i dont wanna do it every second like he does. i'm just gonna put off for a day or two and be like, well you made me feel bad for not wanting to so I am solving the problem.

So that's basically it. And now I'm just pissed and want him and there's nothing to do about it. Maybe Ill go get something to eat.

Tattoos

I love tattoos. these are the ones I have currently

 (On my hips, as displayed). I love the look of them and I love the feeling that you can show your beliefs through them. These were my present to myself for my last birthday.

I am currently looking for A swallow tattoo with a banner in its beak that looks like this:

only it needs to be smaller, because the place I want it is on the back of my left shoulder and I don't want it to be some huge gaudy thing. In the middle of the banner in all caps it's going to say FAMILY, with my parents' names on one side and m siblings' names on the other. For the swallow I was thinking red and black and yellow, maybe some blue or green. If anyone can help, please do.

Introductions

 So let me introduce myself. I'm an extrovert. I'm social. I love people (mostly). I have lots of friends, and an excellent boyfriend (♥), and your pretty basic family. And I love all of them (mostly). 

I love beautiful things, but don't think I'M gorgeous. I love love, and I love being in love. I full-heartedly believe that if you love someone, you can do anything for them. You're patient, kind, respectful, honest, accepting. I'm a big believer that there's someone for everyone, and I'm just working my way towards mine. I read all the time, I love old movies, and cartoons. I love photography, but not in the way that any dumb broad that has a point-and-click does. I want to make a living off of it. I want to make it my life. I love country drives. I like driving period. I love being active, but I love relaxing too. A good nap can do me wonders.

But I don't just sit at home being nice all day. 

Sometimes I like to go out. 

Have fun. 

Mix it up. 

Be adventurous. 

So here is a blog of those adventures.